my dad has been fighting cancer for 3 years but this past year has got to be the worse for him,he was on chemo but it hadnt worked so there stopped it all. he has blood transfusions every 4 weeks onward,he has been in and out of hospital 4 times in the past 3 months its hard to deal with it this year as he has stopped eating stopped going to club with his mates he has lost control of his driving he used to love driving,my dad means the world to us he has lost a lot of weight and is getting out of breathe now. i am struggling to come to terms of this past year how everything has gone down hill for us . my dad doesnt look like my dad anymore and its killing me him been like this.it has brought the whole of the family back together but its not enough, it kills me every other day wen i sit alone and think i just wish i can take all the cancer away for him, i just dont know what to doanymore.