I've been looking after my godmother for three months now. She has terminal kidney cancer with spread to her bones and lungs. I can't bring myself to face the fact that in a few months she's most likely not going to be here, although she seems to have taken a more positive/healthy (?) approach to the situation and takes each day as it comes. I try to do that too, but I can't stop thinking about the future. I can't talk about it with her, because I end up crying or changing the subject.
I just don't know what to do or how to act around her any more.
