Just a small update, thinking out loud as much as anything else really.

I've been sitting here in the house for a few months now looking after my mum. Up until last week she has been sitting up in bed, eating full meals and quite talkative. The last week she has deteriorated rapidly though and is now awake maybe a few minutes at a time only, enough for me to give her some liquids and occasionally for a bite of her fav lemon drizzle cake. 

Watching this is just heartbreaking, the strongest, most intelligent and well thought of lady I know can do nothing about this onslaught of cancer.

I'm hoping the latest change in drugs wake her up a little and give her another week or more but it is s close now I guess. 63 years old and had s much more to give to life, she is just an amazing woman.