My Mam is my best friend and ironically the person I want to comfort me, but of cause she can't. She has cancer around her bile ducts and liver. She's been in hospital for a week now after she had a seizure due to an infection in the cancerous area. She's weak and confused but they say she's not not responding to the antibiotics, which I guess is good but not enough, I need it to be more. If she doesn't respond soon they say it's a matter of time, she'll get sicker. I can't even believe I'm saying this about my own Mam, surely this is a nightmare and I'll wake up. My beautiful and wonderful Mam. I wish I could take this horror away
