My dad has been sick for months but he has been hiding it.I only found out a few days ago that he was so sick.He is home from hospital now but he is sleeping a lot.The nurse has said we are looking at weeks before we will have to say goodbye.This has been a whirlwind of emotion finding out he was sick and then that we don't have very long together.I feel scared and lost I don't want to lose him.Ive been trying to look after him but I'm finding it heart breaking every time I look at him because he is so weak.My mum is looking after him too along with carers.I don't have a great relationship with my mum I'm just terrified.