My gorgeous mum has bone,breast, and lung cancer and it's the most painful thing I have ever watched in my life as my poor mum puts a strong brave face on every day. She doesn't know the extent the cancer had spread. I don't won't her to know. I have been to her house this evening to help her to bed and God only knows the pain she is in. She is due to go into St Anne's hospice when a bed is free which will help her pain thank god. If there is one thing in life I could have again is one more day with her healthy. To hear her laugh out loud. To tell to me to grow up. To make me a cup of tea and ask me how things are. I don't want her to leave me but I have to let her go very soon and it hurts like hell
