Hi,
My dad has bladder cancer and he recently had a kidney stone. He is having such a hard time and as his caretaker it is really starting to get to me. I am really sad, have anger outbursts and don't know how to handle this whole CANCER thing.
He was always my pillar of strenght and now he is so weak.
I am just so so so sad, praying that God must take me at night so I won't wake up.
If I feel this way, i cannot imagine what he must feel like.
Xmas is suppose to be a happy time, I am so down, CRYING all the time and getting really worried about myself.
Any other care giver feeling this way? Is this normal?
