Hi Vince

I would like to welcome  you to the forum though sorry for the reason that brings you here. It is sad to watch those we love take a terminal journey with any cancer (my own experience was with my husband whose ife journey ended in January this year).  I hope you will find some support from this forum and post anytime you need to.  There are many who will relate to your post and even when we have family and friends to support us there are still times when you feel its is easier 'sharing' with virtual strangers.  I am so thankful that I found this place to share my feelings during my husband's illness/passing and am still very grateful to the buddies who offered support then and ongoing.  Hope your Mum is being kept comfortable and that you have access to good palliative care where you live. Looking after yourself will help you cope  and gain strength to be there for you Mum. Take care. Jules54