My little 15 year old brother was diagnosed back in April with bone cancer he has osteosarcoma! I used to be able to deal with it but now I cant and I don't know why. I just feel so bad for my mum and dad all the time and i am always thinking about how they feel and totally forgot how I feel. I have now got a negative attitude towards everyone close to me and I don't know what to do. I feel so selfish all the time talking about how I feel so I avoid it. At times I feel I can't get out of bed and I can't face the day. Some days I make excuses that I don't feel well just to stay in bed. I avoid home and stay with my boyfriend a lot to deal with things. I always cheer up my mum and dad and always go out my way to do things with them to distract them. I a,Malays there for my family.minhave 4 other brothers and sisters who all have children to focus on and I am the second youngest. I feel lost and feel upset all the time. I used to be strong now I'm not. Please help me I feel lost.
