Hi Everybody, My name is jackie, A couple of months ago a doctor told my brother that he has cancer, The devastastion was unbelievable, My brother had been so healthy, He just pulled a muscle at work. Next minite, Hes at deaths door, My world fell apart. It was like somone hit me with a slegdehammer. Me and my lovely brother Terry are just as one, My brothrer terry has worked all his life. Beautiful man, He is so brave brave and dignified, Im finding it very hard to come to terms with. Terry's cancer has spread, And the outcome is not good, I feel i want to go where ever my brother is going, Just cant come to terms, Love you all, And all the best.....Jackie,,,xx