My partner was diagnosed June last year. He’s taking the hormone therapy and we see the radiotherapy consultant in 2 weeks. Since June he has become soo very tired and now he’s getting breathless walking up stairs. Plus his feet and legs hurt. We live apart he has a 21 year old still at home and has his grandkids every other weekend. Tbh this suits us perfectly as we both get free time. He is the kindest loveliest man I have ever met. I love him dearly. I’m really struggling thinking about what’s to come. My dad had an awful time with this disease - but he gave up. Reg will fight all the way. I’m not sleeping and I’m very teary when he’s not here I will take him to all appointments and he’s going to come here for longer breaks. I just want to be the best I can for him and try and get out of this awful feeling of dread hanging over me. I’ve read it might be anticipary grief but I need to be positive. Has anyone found ways to overcome this? Sorry to ramble xx
ps: we laugh all the time when together I think I’m just fearful when he’s not here with me?! Laughing is a great tonic I know
