My wife was diagnosed with stage 4 Pancreatic cancer last week with the cancer also being in the lining of her brain
we declined to know the guesstimate if how long she has left but I know it’s only a few months.
the cancer has broken one of her vertebrae so she is currently in hospital having had radiation on her back, awaiting a procedure to repair the vertebrae and ready to start chemo (which could add a month or 2)
we have twins who have just turned 2, it was a huge struggle to get pregnant and to have children and now after only 2 years with them that’s it, so angry so unfair
I’m utterly terrified of what’s to come, being alone to bring them up, mourning her loss, trying my best to keep her alive in their thoughts and memories
im so scared
