Hi,

My mum has just been diagnosed with terminal cancer and I mean the latter stages. I am not adverse to crying but for some reason I have not cried. 

She has been losing weight and getting weaker and weaker over the course of this year and would not seek help, until it was recently unavoidable.

So in a way, we knew what was coming, so have I not cried because it was expected.

Or have I not cried because my older sister is a mummy's girl and she immediately broke down and I was trying to protect her?

Or having to tell my dad and with me being a daddy's girl, had to be strong for him when he cried. 

I love my mum dearly but I feel terrible because I have not cried.

Have you heard of this before