Hi everyone 

My hisband has been diagnosed with testicular cancer and had his first consultation today. They have to do some extra tests next week to determine which chemo type he will be having so the nurse advised it would more than likely start in a few weeks time. 

My husband bought me a 4 night holiday with my friend fir my 40th birthday so we have been on countdown for months which unfortunately will be the same week as he starts his chemo. 

I have said I will change the holiday but he keeps saying not too and that I need to go and that life must continue and that he doesn't need mothering. I'm worried sick about being away enjoying myself whilst he is starting this journey and when I've said this to him he's saying I'm being too sensitive and to enjoy it. The whole excitement has gone now and I don't want to be away worrying and also people judging me that I went away when I should of been home. 

I'm so torn about what to do as I was happy to change it but he is adamant I don't, 

Help please!