My husband was diagnosed with Non hodgkins Lymphoma on 1st May this year.He has had 1 round of chemotherapy which was hard for him,but he seemed to come through it well.He has lost almost 3 stone in weight in just 2 months,and he looks in the mirror and no longer recognises himself.Then just last Friday I was rushed to hospital on a blue light with atrial Fibrillation which came out of the blue for me although I have obviously been very stressed.Now my husband has been diagnosed also with atrial Fibrillation and angina,and we are now unsure if his 2nd cycle of chemotherapy will go ahead. He is 75 and getting frailer by the day.I feel so alone and although friends call and try to give support,and our grown up children try to support me I have now been loosing sleep,and stress levels are increasing. I'm 70 and arthritic,and I have had to delegate jobs to other people.I just wonder how much a person can endure before real depression sets in.Any coping strategies would be appreciated.