I’m so sorry to hear that your mum is in this situation. The past few months have shown me how difficult being an only child is as well. Having to deal with all the practical issues on your own leaves you with no time to think of the enormity of what is happening or how you’ll deal with it. 

I agree,it’s one day at a time and try to look for the good things in every day. I’m surprised every day at the amount of times dad makes me smile

Mum had a really heavy bleeding this morning from the tumour some days are really much harder than others when it's right there in front of you!. Struggling today but like always I will be ok hope everyone has as good a day as you possibly can much love sorry for waffling lol