My partner has terminal cancer. I am not coping very well. I have two weeks off sick from work. I developed a fear of driving four years ago and it as got bad again. 

He is in so much pain he just lays on sofa all day. A clinical trial did not work and left him with infected scabs. He cannot use one hand due to pain.

There is no more treatment he can have. He was in hospice for over two weeks for pain management.