Hi everyone or whoever want to read my story.
its so hard sometimes I feel I can not do it anymore. My heart is broken seeing my mom that cant breathe, thats is so weak even to move in bed, seeing her so vulnerable after she was a strong women full of life. I know I need to be strong for her but I feel lost, sad, I have anger and pain. I would take all her pain even for her to be a few hours as she used to be before. I want her to stay with us, I want her to fight but Im so scared and sad, I feel exhausted but I know she is more exhausted than me and I dont know what to do, I cant help her why?
