I’m so sorry to hear that Taylor. Reach out to your partners cancer team , ask for support. There’s also Maggies centres , there’ll be one near you . Talk to your friends, some won’t understand, some will, same with family. You’re very young to be going through this. I hope you’ve told your children’s school so they can support yoour children. Speak to nurses on this website or MacMillan. Sometimes trying to get the support feels hard but once you have people to talk to, it really helps.  Please enjoy some good fun times with your children, hopefully family are offering to be with your partner too . I have stage 4 palliative care cancer and had cancer when my kids were very young too . Please look around you and let them know how your fee, it’s a horrible sad time . Both you and your partner need support, the organisations I’ve mentioned should be able to help more   Take care of you too x