Hello,I'm so sorry to hear about your mum. My mother is in the exact same situation. She had 2 big operations last year and afew days ago we found out her cancer has come back. She has to get an emerbegcy MRI scan tomorrow. My mum was also very depressed during the first round of surgeries and terrified. It was so hard to see her like that. While this cancer does have a high rate of reoccurrence as hard as it seems please try to stay positive. My grandmother at age 69 was given 6 months to live-she died at the ripe old age of 87 and not from the cancer but a nasty fall. That's what I try to tell myself to ease the pain a little. Nothing is impossible. For there to even be a survival rate it means there has to have been survivors. Keep that in mind darling. I'm 19, I can't bear the thought of loosing my mother. She is the kindest sweetest soul and never smoked,hardly ever drinks,never done drugs. Life is very very unfair.

I think it's very normal to be nervous depressed or anxious when going through all of this. Everyone grieves in a different way and I think some people have a harder time dealing with things. Hell compared to me my mum is strong as anything. I'd be crying 24/7 ,worried to bits. Reassure your mother whenever you can. I know it sounds like bs but positive attitude really does make the world of a difference. I use Instagram as a main social media communication platform. If you ever need to chat more please feel free to message me and vent or call - xellakimsx

Im hoping for the best possible outcome for you and try to go easy on yourself and your mum as it's a very difficult situation xx