So sad

Iam really struggling with my father 3 week downhill slope . Who knew 6 months ago my dad would be incontinent and in pants. Its just so sad. Never cried so much in my whole life. New hospice number added to my phone. But he determined and wants to stay home as long , and to the end . It's heartbreaking to watch the decline and the person you love and care for so much end up this way . Ravaged and nothing no one can do.