My dad has been battling lung cancer for almost 5 years now, and we are now at the palliative care phase for him. I live in another country and could only fly back to see him every few weeks or so. Even then, our interactions are still limited as he feels quite tired all the time. It makes me feel guilty for not being able to talk to him more, and also for having my own life in the other country. I always procrastinate on calling him to ask how he is doing when I'm away, it's tho as if I don't want to see how bad his condition is...This in turn makes me feel like a bad daughter for not checking on him more often.. My friends all keep telling me I should spend more time with him, talk to him more, but I feel like I don't want to. Not sure what has been holding me back..