It's now been a month since we found out about my mums advanced cancer- nothing they can do and mum doesn't want any treatment. We respect her wishes.
im so mixed everyday. Crying trying to be strong,doing what she needs to be done, just sitting with her. It's difficult. I'm working Monday to Friday and go to mums after work. I will soon be staying there too.
im so worried to know she will deteriorate. I keep imagining the future without her. I feel quite lost at times like how will I cope, mum has been my major support after we lost dad a few years ago(also to cancer). I feel like I'll have no one after.....I suffered from severe anxiety after my dad.
