My mum has cancer. It's advanced, non curable, non operative. She's been through chemo, and that's now ended. The next step is to try a parp inhibitor, but truthfully there is no good end to this for her, it's just time. My close friend, my 'brother from another mother', has cancer. His has spread to bones, and it's suspected it may spread to brain. I'm a delivery driver on a regular route, and I have a xouple of customers that I consider friends now. One lady has developed a reccurence. Another lady, who I'm particularly fond of, has manageable cancer herself, but just over two months ago her husband/partner was diagnosed with cancer. Initially it all looked treatable. However they have now been told he has weeks to live. I feel so desperately sad for her. Literally every day in my life at the moment is spent surrounded by cancer in those I care about. How on earth do I get through this? At least 3 of these people will die. I know this is coming, it's just a matter of time. More for some than others but die they will. How on earth do I keep myself together enough to be there for those who need me, as well as watching my own mum go through this?
