mum saw the Macmillan Nurse today, it went ok, but tbh not much to tell you about it, mum never asked about treatments or anything which I thought she was going to mention, probably forgot bless her.  Mum did ask about her persistent cough she’s had for months and wether it could be down to her lungs and she said quite possibly, the consultant said otherwise  

The nurse mentioned about end of life care but mum isn’t in a postion where she feels she needs to discuss that end of things yet, which the nurse totally understood. Mum said she was lovely though and it’s nice to know Macmillan are only a phone call away if she needs them. 

 After I spoke to mum this afternoon I think she is slowly coming to terms with her diagnosis and taking each day as it comes, I will stand by her 110%.  She asked me when I saw her yesterday will I look after my dad when she’s gone, we both told her off `I said look mum at the end of the day who knows who will go first, no body knows what’s around the corner, just try your best to put it to the back of your mind, I know it’s hard but try and carry on with life the best you can, while you are still reasonably well enough to do so, she agreed.  Love her so much even at 51 I still need my mum AND my Dad and vice versa.