Welcome to Cancer Chat Conlady although I'm sorry to hear about your diagnosis and for what has happened since.
We have a section dedicated to bowel cancer on our website but as you've mentioned you're feeling confused you may benefit from talking things through with our cancer nurses next week. They're available on 0808 800 4040, Monday - Friday between 9a.m - 5p.m (except bank holidays).
Many of our members have contended with similar feelings on their journeys, so you're not alone in feeling this way Conlady and hopefully some of them will be along soon to offer their support and advice.
We're here for you Conlady and will do all we can to help you on your journey.
