I had leep llettz two weeks ago today and I'm absolutely terrified!
ive been crying daily. I'm physically unwell anyway with immune disorders and fibromyalgia. I'm immune surpressed and pick up every bug and virus going.
I tested positive for HPV and had high grade severe cell changes.
im a mum of 5 boys and I'm terrified about this treatment I've had well I'm terrified what the biopsy results will say.
It's controlling me every second of the day.
I'm literally so scared.
my back, stomach and hips hurt me daily and have done for years.
I can't be severely poorly or die because I've got 5 kids I need to look after I'm so scared.
As soon as my kids go to school or go to sleep I sit and cry my heart out. I feel so so alone.
sorry to go on hoping I can get some positive advice to stop me being so scared?
my last smear was 6-7years ago and it was fine but that's scaring me incase it was done wrong?
I have awful health anxiety. Sorry xx