I am making myself physically ill with anxiety waiting for results of tests. I have a lobular breast cancer - about 13mm on ultrasound- and two positive lymph nodes. I'm prepared for surgery and anything else they want to throw at me but I can't stop convincing myself it'll be stage 4. My nurse told me it's highly unlikely because I only have 2 positive nodes and it tends to travel through those first but I won't let myself believe it. I just need some sort of reassurance. Thank you for listening xx