Hey everybody , for a while my anxiety has been worse Than ever , first I stopped ratings as I gathered a chocking fear which was a scary time of my life and I went extremely skinny , I have no recovered and eat perfectly well but as soon as my choking fear was at rest more fears gathered quickly , each cough , each feeling made me immediately think of cancer and I can't really explain why ? For months there's been a lump in my neck , it's not pea sized it's very large and it has never changed also it moves around , I've had my mom and other family members feel it along with a mental health specialist and they've all told me not too worry and it's gland and they also said because of the weight I've lost I will notice a lot more because it was hidden away before , at first my mind was at rest but the other day I had an itch on my neck and I itches it whilst I did that I remembered the lump and I was immediately put back toow worrying , I have no idea how too deal with this & for me going too the doctor doing multiple tests is never enough , im grateful for any replies & too whoever is currently fighting a battle I am there every step of the way , We stand together ️ Thankyou so much, lucy :(