My gp doesnt seem to support me having colon cancer. She keeps saying they haven't said it was cancer i keep telling her they have the consultant said the surgoen said the tests showed. Shes had letter from them telling them it's cancer. She said she had a letter from that is confusing it must confuse me. I said it does. She they say you have then you haven't.

The only thing i have been told isn't cancer was from the cancer consultant he said the lump in my lungs isn't cancer.

She said it again today i haven't been told it's cancer i told her the surgoen said it was cancer her reply was on the lines you have cancer. I thought why dont you ask them to write you a letter explaining it more. She even told me i looked well twice when i went to see her today. I was so fuming. I never responded to that i was too busy thinking you *** ***, how can you say that when i have cancer.

In the end i got up and walked out before i swore at her and told her what i thought about her saying that. People have come up to me told me  have lost a lot of weight. They told my sister this and a brother. My sister is always telling me im not looking well, i look pale.

I don't know how she can say that i look fatigued under my eyes. She writes it down on my medical record  been told it's cancer then puts a ? has to say its not true yet ive told her a few times and the consultant letter and surgeons letter has told her then she said the polyp i had taken out of my rectum doesn't say it's cancer the results aren't back.

I don't know what to think or do about this. Im traumatised and distressed with it. Thats what you get though when your hospital letters are sent to the wrong doctor in the practise and are sent to the gps medical secretary to read and load on to the computer without the doctors reading them. They only read them when you go about the last letter thats been loaded on to you gps computer if you go about the same thing. If you don't they aren't read at all.