Hi

Im fed up of some of the colonoscopy nurses. To me it's harrassment. They see it has support. I have ADHD nd all the other disorders mental health etc. They put it down in my notes what i tell them. Every time when a nurse rings me they are asking the same qustions over and over again. One of them even asked me who my brother works for told me she knew them they will let my brother have time off work to take me to hospital appointment. I told her they wont. She wouldn't hear tell of it she told me they are leniant to staff taking time off work to take family members to their hosital appointments when i know they aren't. She also argued with me i only need 7 days notice to get a vouentry car driver when it's 2 to 3 weeks notice. She wouldn't hear tell of that. The next nurse who rung me told me that the last person who rung me had rung the voulenty car drivers office and they told her i only need 7 days notice. When i was finnished with the conversation i rung the car drivers office told them and the person on the other end of the phone laughed at it in disbelief and shock. She hadn't rung at all.The urse that works along side the cosultants and the person who does the colonoscopy told me we are supporting you you have to help yourself. I already knew this im 61. I told the consultant when he was telling me my result im going its all too much for me. The nurse kept saying my name as i was going to the door. Thats when she said it. Its all traumatizing and distressing me the procdures the conversations every thing. They know this and still go on doing it. Im really at my wits end to get it through to them what i keep telling them. Ive even told pals to tell that nurse who was adiment i only need 7 days notice to get a car driver and they still ask me the same thing. I thought about asking my gp to write to the boss of the colonoscopy to tell them. Im chosing not to have the big operation for cancer removal the consult and nurse don't support me on this. Tey go on about if the bowel tubes gets blocked up i will be rushed in to hosptial to have  life treatening opperation and i will definaty have to have a stoma. Tey know i don't wont a bag or have the big opertion ive told them. They asume they have a right to go against my wishes and fatly refuse to support me on this. My mum died in 2025 because of what they did to her. I am hospital phobic which they all know. Ive even had to block their telephone number to stop them ringing me i cant face it no more. It's made me not wont to go through it anymore. Ive even told some of them that too when theyve been talking to me. My gp told me i don't have to do any thing i dont wont too when we discussed the cancer. She also told me if i didn't understand any thing or have any questions to tell.

What can i do?