Hi im booked in for smear test this week. Im perimenopausal, I explained this to GP receptionist that periods all over the place . Booking appointment is difficult nurse works 3 days a week I work long hrs.

Periods are closer together and the window to do smear is a few weeks for me.  So I've booked this  test but I estimate could be two days before period is due. I want to cancel because I dont want a false negative result or unclear/abnormal result, which online it said could be. 

If I cancel im still unable to get another appointment because it has to be around 4 to 5 weeks before appointment available and im still guessing that im able to have one. Im in tears worried every day. I have abnormal tests many yrs before, I need test but cant seem to get when I need one. Can't get appointment with GP to discuss. Im so stuck and scared. No walking centre near me. I dont know what to do, not sleeping.