Hello Trictrac, and thank you for posting,

I’m really sorry to hear what you’re going through. Waiting for tests and results can be incredibly stressful, and, understandably, this feels even harder when you’re also coping with PTSD.

There are several non‑cancerous reasons why a CA125 level can be raised and why a FIT test might come back positive. For example, CA125 can increase due to conditions such as ovarian cysts, fibroids, endometriosis or inflammation. A positive FIT test can be caused by things like polyps and haemorrhoids.

Because these tests can also be linked with cancer, your doctors are doing the right thing by arranging further tests. It may help to know that most people who are referred on an urgent pathway do not go on to be diagnosed with cancer. The pathway is designed to make sure that anyone who does need treatment can start it as soon as possible.

You can find more information about having an ultrasound scan and a colonoscopy on the NHS website. During a colonoscopy, sedation is offered to help you feel relaxed and comfortable throughout the procedure.

Many people say that this period of uncertainty is one of the hardest parts. It can feel as though everything is out of your control. Some people find it helpful to keep to their usual routines, such as work, gentle exercise, or spending time with others, while some prefer quiet time and rest. There is no right or wrong way to cope.

If you can, try to take things one step at a time and be kind to yourself. I hope you have people around you who can support you while you wait.

If you’d like to talk things through, you’re very welcome to call our nurse helpline. We’re here Monday to Friday, 9am–5pm, on freephone 0808 800 4040.

Take care,

Jemma