Hi my appointment with the dermatologist is at 8.45am today. I’ve not slept. Waited two weeks for my appointment and kept busy until now!!

I’ve been googling all night  silly I know but I am so nervous and anxious. The culprit that is suspected SCC is on the bottom of my left buttock slightly on the inside. It’s been there for a very long time but I’ve been so emb rassed and no way did I think anything of it. It gets extremely itchy and every 1-2 days it bleeds because I’ve scratched it so much. Hindsight (pardon the pun) is a great thing and I’m so disappoin d in myself that I didn’t go sooner!

I’m beside myself with worry and so anxious about my appointment. 
can anyone tell me their experiences of their first appointments please. I think my stress is tenfold because of the nature of where it is and I’m embarrassed 

I’m also emotionally drained from what seems like the longest two weeks of my life.

and now I’ve googled the worst case scenarios and I’m petrified! Any advice or comfort would be greatly appreciated!

thank you fir reading and I’ll post when I know more ️‍