Hi I’m currently waiting for scan to diagnose my condition but having received a letter off the nhs saying suspected cancer lung my mind has gone into overdrive and I’m inevitably fearing the worst that it is cancer. I’m scared I’m 43 and have 2 children with my ex wife my kids are 16 and 10 and it’s the fear of having tell them because there mum had breast cancer 10 years ago and still having ops now after years of problems. My son especially has struggled since mentally and has been through so much and my little girl has lots of problems after being born 10 weeks premature she’s an absolute star they both are and I’m so so scared that I could have to tell them some terrible news . I’m scared and frightened for myself but my heart breaks every time I think of what they could have watch me go through as I’ve seen it first hand . Sorry if it’s inappropriate because I’ve not been diagnosed but I’m scared and don’t know what to do
