Hi 

had lots of problems over past year hoping to find out more from nurses so just a quick recap 

menapause at 28 

no hrt for 30 years then started 18 months ago 

vaginal atrophy prevented smear tests and all things penetrating 

started bleeding very heavy with hrt and started loosing weight gone from size 20 down to a 10 now 

was put on w2w for bleeding and change in bowel had cameras front and back nothing found but some blood work was quirky and kept changing 

doctor had frank talk with me saying she was convinced I had it but didn’t know where after all checks she put on a watch and wait with monthly check ups 

then had first smear since atrophy and adjustment of hrt so bleeding finally stopped 

had the smear on teusday Friday had an appointment for a colposcopy went along on the teusday and was told there is a large lesion on the cervix and I need to have an anaesthetic to have it removed as it’s too big to be removed in clinic 

had a pre op the following week and have a nurses appointment this Friday and an op on the 10/03  

I was also told that I have high grade hpv and severe dyskaryosis is this likely to be the cancer my doctor is looking for I have other symptoms ie tired weak lathargic and other small things 

I know you can’t say yes or no but I’m so worried I’ve stayed away from google latley as that seems to have me dead last year lol but I am. Concerned any thing you can tell me would be appreciated as I’m going out of my mind with worry everyone I speak to says it seems really quick 

im sorry it’s so long but thanks for reading