I've to attend a meeting with two consultants about a scan that I'd recently taken of my chest/abdo/pelvis, which to me was just a regular Scan because of the stage I was it but my anxiety is running riot in my mind, because of the whole taking a break from treatment and my head is just of full of what ifs and what not. To be honest I'm petrified that they tell me even more bad news ike my life expendecy is going to be much, much less than they first because of any new growth.