Hello everybody

I am a 64 year old man who just over 2 years ago was diagnosed with terminal A.M.L. and was given between 6-12 months to live,I was not suitable for chemo so they decide to try a cycle of radioactive tablets and daily stomach iinjections for a month ,the tablets did not suit me and I was a frequent flyer with the ambulance service which include 3 bouts of sepsis!
after a few months of this I decide not to have anymore treatment so I was move from hospital to our local hospice and my wife was told that it would only be a matter of days ,I was in the hospice for 2-3 weeks when the doctors said that as they wer'nt actually doing anything for me medically and I said that if I was going to die I would rather do it at home in my own bed so with a care package set up I came home and am doing all right in myself with the support of my Wife ,carers and the hospice where I go for complimentary treatments coffee mornings etc..

The last few weeks my wife has said that she thinks I'm getting worse with excessive tiredness ,slurred speech ,breathlessness and forgetting things etc , I have even had walking dreams!!

We were wondering if these symptoms could be Cancer Fatigue Syndrom and wondering if this could be the start of my downward slope towards the inevitable end?

  • Hello and thank you for your post.

    I am sorry to hear about your diagnosis of AML .

    Without being in involved in your care I'm afraid that it is not possible for anyone here to know what is happening to you.  So, the best thing to do is to make contact with your care team and tell them. Perhaps when you are next at the Day Hospice you could mention it to a nurse or doctor there. You could also ask the community nurses coming to your home about this too.

    Please get back to us if you need any more information or support.  You may find it helpful to talk things through with one of the nurses on our helpline.  The number to call is Freephone 0808 800 4040 and the lines are open from 9am till 5pm Monday to Friday.

    Take care,

    Caroline