Hello,
Never been on something like this before but I want to use it as a way to get out what I'm feeling as it's a constant struggle. I was diagnosed with health anxiety at the start of covid, it's kind of always been there but when covid hit it took over my life, to the point where I'd cry, wouldn't eat, wouldn't sleep and it's still the same now at times when I'm alone, like now. Before I go to bed, that's when it's the worst.
I have had 2 moles looked at twice at the doctors on my scalp where they have told me that they are benign, so I leave the doctors any happier ? At first I do. Then in the evening I think, what if they are lying? What if they've missed something? You hear it all the time about how people get pushed aside etc by the doctors and that is my constant thought, that I'm one of those people.
ivr lost a lot of people to cancer and I guess that's where my fears have started due to me being such a young age when i lost my grandad, a very important man in my life.
