I just thought it best me write it out and see if I get a response rather than keep reading others.

my anxiety is awful, it's taking over my life any niggly pain or discomfort I immediately resort to the worst have a emotional breakdown and think that's it my life's ending. 
 

my son came to lay next to me today and he put his head on my armpit whikst my arms were behind my head it hurts a lot I just up and felt my armpit and it felt swollen no pea sized lumps it feels as if it's a muscle but it's hard and tender to touch, I had a breast examination last month and dr said she couldn't feel anything.  
bug anxiety says she's wrong it's been missed and now it's too late

here's hoping someone may be able to call my anxiety down and give me a better explanation than the C.