Hi

I had a mastectomy in September and the report showed that the tumour had no response to two different Chemo's. So it was a nasty little so and so.

I'm currently on Capecitabine and have just finished cycle 5 out of 8.  I see my chemo nurse on Friday.   

I am a little worried as my surviving breast become sore a week or so ago.  It is still tender in places.  I've examined myself and whilst there is nothing as obvious as the original tumour there are areas that I'm concerned about.   Near my armpit feels like pellets and thete there seems to be thickened areas in the breast. Underneath the breast is sore to touch. I WILL mention all of on Friday. 

My question is what is the likelihood that the cancer has returned.   Part of me understands that my scans from October were clear and I'm on chemo, so it's unlikely. But I know what I can feel and can't think of another reason for this.  Can lightning strike twice?

I know that at least half the battle isn't physical, it's a mental thing.  That your minds will go to dark places.  I'm paranoid as my original tumour got out of hand in a relatively short space of time and the first two chemos didn't have any effect.  I'm trying not to worry, but I cant help it.

Also, I am experiencing breathlessness.   I mentioned this at my last appointment.   It was put down as a side effect.  I have just hung a small load of washing out and felt exhausted and puffed at the end.  I'm not coughing any phlegm.   Although I've had 3 occasions where I saw the tiniest amount of blood - I'm not coughing really though, these were isolated instances.   Do I mention on Friday.   Is this likely to be just a side effect of chemo?

Sorry for being paranoid, but thanks for any help that you can give. 

Regards