Well what can i say , ive had a mole on my toe for years 11 to 15 years i was told by the doctor in 2017 they wasent concenred im sure its changed or im just imagining things. Anyways since then ive been told by the dermatologist im down for a 2 week rule appointment. I went numb when she said that and cant even remeber what else was said to behonest i come out the hospital and was in tears and still am now and that was only friday i was told. Like everyone else my anxiety is at its worse. Ive had mutilpe panick attacks and just feel so frightened and lost.
I have a little girl who is 2 and the thoutht of leaving her breaks my heart. I cant stop thinking the worse ive had to call in sick for work like i cant even control my emotions i just keep crying.
I dont even want to go to the appointment to have my mole removed i know i have too but waiting 2 weeks is going to mentllay drive me insanse.
I keep googling and then im in tears again and angrx that the doctor missed somthing years ago !!
I needed a rant and maybe some nice words as i cant relax and im making my whole house sad which is breaking my heart even more i feel hopeless :((((
