Of course I don't mind if I can help I will of course...I was first graded at grade 1 after my biopsy but they did also tell me that that could possibly change once they did my hysterectomy and they got my histology results which in fact it did and' I was then regraded at grade 2 ...I was gutted I felt like I'd had the floor pulled from under me, but what made it worse was the fact that the gynaecologist i had to see that day (who wasnt my usual one ) he read my notes and said well im pleased to say your grade 1 still so no further treatment omg I could've kissed him but then he said oh sorry just a moment I've misread that i was reading your biopsy results so unfortunately your now regraded at grade 2...I was absolutely speechless!!! I said "excuse me say what"?? Are you sure, he said yes...he then told me I'd be contacted very quickly regarding treatment which would be radiation and brachytherapy combined...he was twittering on so I said to him look please just stop i can't listen to anymore everything your saying is just going over my head and i just need to get out of here which he was a little taken aback by but if I'd stayed I felt like I just wanted to slap him for misreading my notes...I went from right up there to as far down as you could possibly go I felt sick to the stomach....anyway that's all past now im a year past operation and treatment and I try not to let it take over my life any longer, you have to live life to the full...do what makes you happy as life really is too short xxx
I can feel how upset you were when being told the diagnosis. I was numb and did not know how to react to the doctor, especially when it was only a post operation telephone appointment. It was just too surreal for me to register what he said.
You are right. We should focus on living a good life now instead of thinking about the past. Hope you will find your dream house soon and wish you a very happy Christmas!
Chui...i know exactly how you must have felt and i do feel deeply for you it has to be the lowest part of your life..but theres one good thing when you do get to that point and you feel as low as you think you can possibly get...remember the only way then is up ...keep smiling and i wish you all the luck possible
Merry christmas to you and your family and let us know how things go for you xx
