Hiya just looking for somewhere to get out how I'm feeling really. 
I'm 31 happy and relatively healthy mum. 
move been ill and tired a fair bit recently but putting it down to the baby keeping me up and I had covid a month ago and I was thinking it could be from that. 
anyway after the death of the Sarah Harding from girls aloud I thought best check my boobs. There it was a frozen pea like lump in my left boob. No pain or redness just a solid pea. 
I thought the gp was going to laugh at me and I was going to feel embarrassed and that's just normal for boobs to be like that, but unfortunately it wasn't the case. He seemed quite concerned when I pointed out the lump. It was like the atmosphere in the room changed and he became a lot more serious. Not necessarily a bad thing just professional I suppose but it wasn't like that until he actually felt it. He then checked my collar bone and asked to check under my arm and the rest of my breast. 
I've been referred to the breast clinic he said I will hear in a few days and il be seen within two weeks. 
I know (because my partner thinks he's helping by telling me) that most lumps are nothing, but it might not be nothing. I'm freaking myself out that the aches and pains I'm feeling recently is the cancer spreading. Not showing this absolutely spiralling anxiety, just saying yeah I'm fine but in my mind I'm riddled with it and my boys will grow up and not remember who I am. 
Ive had numbness in my foot for months and I'm frightened it's somehow linked to this lump.