Wow what I am feeling right now seems like small fry compared to what you are going through right now, I can't begin to imagine the anxiety you must be feeling frequently and the fact you took the time to reply to me shows what an amazing strong person you are but you are human and ranting as I've found helps. I'll get back to you when I get my results and any time you need to rant or shout, if ya do it in capitals then it's shouting I will listen take care for now xxx

Hi - thanks for listening. Will try not to shout. Really appreciate your kind words. I edited the post above to make clear I have atypical moles. Don't want to frighten everyone as I have a genetic predisposition to dysplastic moles that most won't share. And we got horribly burnt as kids (multiple peels) - makes me angry so I mustn't think about that side of things. Stay calm. We can't change our pasts. Got to just deal with things one step at a time and not allow moles to take over. Take care xx