Hey

yeah I tend to tell myself it’s nothing and i don’t go to the doctors till it gets really bad but I sit at home googling everything which doesn’t help but i can’t help it 

thank you :) yeah my boyfriend says I shouldn’t worry and it’ll be fine but if only it was that easy 

jess x

It actually annoys me a little when people say " dont worry it will be fine" they dont know that but I guess it's natural for people to say that

I'd rather someone said, " what a worry, hopefully tests will rule out anything nasty"

I slept for 3 hours earlier, think its my bodies way of shutting down the anxiety

My friend was in same position as me and kept being told it's probably a cyst, she had the shock of her life when she was told it was cancer coz she had convinced herself it was nothing to worry about

Yeah I don’t just worry and stress myself out for the fun of it if I could just go okay I won’t worry then I would but until a doctor tells me I am fine then I will continue to cry,get angry not eat or sleep properly 

I always think the worst case senario in everything anyway sorry to hear about your friend 

Yep I'm exactly the same, it's so hard not to worry, especially as results could be life changing 

I am a constant worrier. I wish I wasn't, I can appear fine on the outside but I'm crumbling on the inside. 

Yep I get ya totally xxx

My boyfriend keeps saying stuff like "I promise it will be nothing" and that he's "certain" and it really makes me feel so sick to be honest because if it is something then he will be probably more shocked than I will be, I keep saying he can't promise or say anything until I get the tests. I haven't told any friends or family, other than my mum, as to not worry anyone with it but also so they don't say similar things aha. 

Hi Guys

I moved furniture around April time as I was decorating my bathroom and doing other  bits around the house. I then noticed rib pain and a lump form in right breast.. i left it a week or so but lump was still there, called my GP who referred me to be checked at hospital.

I had scans and mammos in the end they did a core biopsy . Scans weren't showing anything . I had a letter come to attend clinic. I was diagnosed with grade 3 invasive duct BC... im HER2 positive and will do a cocktail of chemo then surgery then more chemo . Im still in shock i got diagnosed only a week ago. 

My Oncologist advised me its a common young women's cancer and they are with me every step of the way. I understand they say it was caught early but my CT scan is today im petrified its spread already thats my only fear . 

Its the only thing I can think about

Hiya,

Sorry for late reply have been avoiding the internet to stop myself from googling. 

Yes my pain is sort of like a bruise only in one spot, but it hurts on other boob too so figured it was just because I had less fat on the smaller one, and it's been there a very long time so hoping that is the case and I'm not just an idiot. 
 

I'm so so sorry that was your outcome, it must be absolutely crushing to hear, I cannot imagine how it must feel like for you. 
 

How did your CT scan go? I hope it went okay, and I really really hope it hasn't spread I have my fingers crossed for you.

My breast Clinic appointment is on the 16th. 
 

please message me if you need to talk about anything at all, even non cancer related  

Georgia xx

Yeah I get what you mean I don’t like telling everyone because I don’t wanna hear don’t worry and you’ll be fine but then I also don’t want to hear people who are like oh god that don’t sound good because they’ll make me panic even more even tho I don’t know if that’s possible xx