Morning lovely, 

Thank u for your reply,  to say that I am in knots is a total understatement, now the time is here to find out I just don't want to know.

Tom morning I find out either way, 

How r u feeling hun xxx how did ur appointment go wasn't it yesterday xxx

Thank u for ur positivity xxx

Hey Chriss, 

How r u hope ur well xxxx

Hey lovely, 

I know it’s the worst feeling ever not knowing but what ever happens know you are stronger than you probably realise!!! Us mums can fight anything!!

I was hoping to get away with not saying anything till after your appointment. Sadly it wasn’t good news for me but that isn’t to say it won’t be for you...so keep positive!!

I unfortunately have the dreaded C word and it’s in a few places around my breast. But I’m positive they’ll get rid of it all. They are being totally amazing and are going to work the treatment around our wedding. 

They can work wonders these days, so going to keep thinking that way. 

Please stay strong and I know I’m only a few written words but I’m here for you what ever the outcome. 

Xx

Oh darling I'm so so sorry to hear that x 

That's what Chriss (lovely lady on here) was telling me that there is so much that they can do now x  

Ur right it's best to stay positive as hard as it is sometimes x 

I'm always here for u if u need to chat, rant or just need someone to listen hun xxx

Keep strong my lovely xxx always here for u xxx 

Hey nads38...

Hey my lovely how are u???

Just wanted to let you know that I went for my results today and its not good news for me either. 

Feeling like I'm in a whirlwind right now x

Big hugs to u xx

Oh hun that’s heartbreaking...I’m so so sorry to hear that!!! xx

It’s the most bizarre feeling ever!!! I often feel like I’m talking about someone else when family and friends contact me to see how I am. I had to turn my phone off Wednesday night as it was all getting to much for me I know people just want to be kind but it’s hard to except when I’m not actually feeling unwell...it all weird!! 

I’m trying so hard to stay positive but the truth is I am massively overwhelmed right now and struggling to get my head around it all! I guess it’ll take time for it to truly sink in for us both. But we can fight this hun and kick cancer ***!!!!!!! 

Have they got a treatment plan yet or are they putting one together over the next week? I had to have a few more biopsy in other parts of my breast when I got my results. So fingers crossed I’ll have a treatment plan given to me next Wednesday at my next appointment. 

How were the cancer care team? Mine were amazing!!!

sending massive hugs your way my lovely xxx

Hi there Dory and nads ...

 now o.k .. so you've joined us lasses .. makes us breast friends ... now one thing , firstly get out all those emotions your feeling .. I spent 2 days locked away crying / cussing ... but oh my, ive learned go with those feelings, acknolage it's really scary .. tell yourself it's o.k to feel scared .. even superwoman would be scared ... 

Then I'll send you a pair of pink vertual boxing gloves... you get them on and join us all in the ring ready to kick it's ***.... cancer wants you to lay down and never get up again... give in and be scared to say the word cancer ... well don't let it .. you look it in the eye .. and tell cancer it's got a fight on its hands ...  I've got a tee shirt that says cancer touched my boobs so I kicked it's ***... 

It's not a walk in the park .. but it is doable... there's a lass on here, I'll tag .. she's just finished her treatment, and is a true buddy .. she came on all through her treatment to help others ..  @Marlyn  l know if she picks this up she'll pop by .. so yes you'll have down days where you want to give up .. but it's about getting back up and in the ring again .. wer all in there with you ..

And dory ... , I've got your gloves waiting ... no more what ifs ... no more looking to far ahead ... take every problem as and when it comes up ... that's what my daughter in law told me ... best advice ever ..

Let's kick cancers butt together ...  Chrissie xx

Hey lovelys 

Thank u so much for ur kind words x not sure how I feel today as I spent last night getting *** with my closest friends.... 

This morning the first thing I thought of was is that a dream... But no it *** wasn't... 

No treatment plan yet darling..... I have to go in on Tuesday for another biopsy in my lymph nodes as they cam back clear however the consultant just wants to b sure and then I have to go for a whole body scan to c if there is anymore... Once that is all done... I'm seeing my consultant in two weeks and that's when we r going to sort out the best treatment... Either chemo or cutting out the lump he said xxx

I only spoke with the consultant and nurse, he was direct to the point and she was really lovely, and gave me her number in case I needed anything. 

All I keep thinking is I'm a mum, my kids need me and I'm not ready to leave them yet...... 

I not gonna lay down and let this beat me..... 

We have got this girls..... We need to fight the whole way xxx

Sending massive hugs to u both xxxxx 

So sorry to read this lovely. I'm awaiting my biopsy results currently. I received a letter today that was sent to my GP. No results but they graded my initial findings as P3 and U3 so uncertainty here. I am waiting for an appt next Thursday to discuss findings. How are you feeling.xx

Hey sweetpea,

Bless u I'm so sorry to hear this, the waited is the worst, just try to stay as positive as u can and keep busy xxx 

What does p3 and u3 mean?

I have all my fingers crossed for ur appointment hun x

I'm as well as I can be hun, having moments where i feel really positive and then it hits me again and I start to panic... 

I just feel all over the place to b honest xx

Big hugs to u xx hope ur OK x