Worried

Hi I went to the breast clinic with a lump in my left breast after being referred by the GP.  After two mamagrams the consultant sent me for biopsys. Whilst haveing the ultrasound they found another lump under my arm and took a biopsy from that too. They said they had difficulty getting a sample from the lump as it was so hard and the needles were bouncing off it.  After this the consultant came and told me its not a cyst or calcium so I asked is it cancer. He said he cant say till all results are back but it doesn't look good. I have an MRI on tuesday then results hopefully on Thursday. I am hoping he is wrong but I am feeling very frightened. I am trying to be brave in front of my family. I just needed to say out loud I am scared. Thanks for listening and fingers crossed xxx

  • I have been feeling pain on my breast for the past 3weeks. As soon I touch or even when I'm relaxing I feel the pain or pulsing... Horrible and scared feeling. I'm sending a hug and hopefully nothing serious. Xxx

  • I will keep my fingers crossed for you that all is ok xxx

  • Hi there ..

    Your not alone .. if you look on threads there seems to be quite a few waiting for results now .. trust me, we've been there and know how scary it is .. the worse part of the whole journey for me was waiting to find out .. but now I know this journey is all about the waiting .. tests / results / ops / treatment... everything , and it never gets easier ..

    So hold on in there .. hopefully it's a good result but if not, you'll get lots of support on here .. l had my masectomy July 2017 ... and still here to tell the tail... as are lots of other breast lasses that started here around the same time .. so keep as busy as poss .. let us know how you go ... Chrissie xx

  • Thank you Chrissie for your reply, I am so glad all turned out ok for you, I can see lots of inspiration here and it's helped just getting my fear out by writing the post. Roll on Thursday xx

  • It's ok and normal to be scared, but I also hope your keep some positivity in you. :-) 

    I've only told a few people and out of that only one family member. As I don't want the fuss or the everything will be ok! 
     

    ive just had 4 biopsy's of my cervix/womb taken And it's all happened so quick. 
     

    I do hope your results come back soon, so you can put your best foot forward and tackle what ever it is xx

  • Thank you, I am a very positive person and just want to move forward to tackle anything that may come. I truly hope your results come back quickly and wish you all the best. Sending a hug stay strong xxxx

  • Hi lily09, hope all is ok with you and you have had your results. I have been thinking of you since you messaged. I really hope your results are good . 

    I am at the hospital tomorrow for my results and hope it isnt cancelled again fingers crossed .  

    I hope you will let me know how you are. Big positive thoughts being sent to you. Be strong ️ xxx 

     

     

  • Good evening Veryr, 

    I am still waiting for my results, but have felt better as time has gone on. I've just excepted that i can't change the outcome and to stop upsetting myself over results that ware not in yet! 
     

    my two weeks is tomorrow, my daughters and grandson birthday! So if I hear news tomorrow I'll have to stay strong till all visiting is done. 

    how are you feeling? Tomorrow you will know everything then I guess? Really hope it's not as bad as we always think! 
     

    Us humans are such strong individuals!! 
     

    fibgers crosses for you x
     

    will be thinking of you tomorrow, 

  • Hi lilly, my name is Rachel. 

    You mirror how I've felt. I have accepted that I can not change anything either so come what may I will deal with it. 

    Having your granchild and daughter will take your mind of things. If you do get news tomorrow will you have someone with you to support you? I will keep all my fingers crossed for you. Take care, you're right we are strong xxx

  • Good morning Rachel, 

    ive only told a few people as don't want the worry's of them or the your be fine. I know people are only trying to be supportive but I cope better dealing with things myself. 

    However if a negative outcome I ofcourse will tell those closer.

    ive told three close friends and a sister just as I don't want the children knowing. We've lost family members to cancer do they always fear the worse. 

    I really am hoping I don't have to go another weekend without knowing, thank you for your reply ladies. It's great having people to share it with x