Got the dreaded letter. Can’t eat, sleep, function. I feel stupid now because I’m starting to think I have ignored symptoms. There has been a thickening under my armpit but I’ve put on weight and thought it was fat. I can’t find a lump and I’m sore from trying. I have a swelling below my knee and I’m convinced cancer is right through me. I have a disabled daughter who relies on me. So terrified for her. This wait is torture.
