Hello,

I have saw a gp and she thinks my lump of nodular but I understand I can't take her word as gospel. I now am waiting for my letter from the clinic. I am 34 years old 2 kids and my youngest is nearly 10 months. I feel like since I found my lump it has gotten smaller. 

The clinic did phone me with a cancellation app yesterday but I didn't think and said I had no one for my daughter as I didn't expect the call so now I am torturing  myself waiting.

All I have done is cry, as I look at my kids and I don't want this, I don't want it to be Cancer. 

My mum passed away last year of breast cancer and she told no one at all. She was 61 years old. So this really scares me. I just want it all to be over now. I can't eat or sleep and have no energy for anything as I just feel so scared and worried. 

I am just looking for someone to talk to or reassurance please